Danger

I am nervous about writing on my blog now that it appears that people who do not have my best interests at heart,and never have, are seemingly reading it. Yes I know they have no power over me now but it still I feel very uncomfortable. I put noting past them, they have already shown just how wicked they are prepared to be in order to preserve their fantasy. Though I guess things are very different now in that I no longer accept their role of villain and am beyond their reach.Still, to know they the same as they always were makes me shudder.

It is just a blip I am sure. Nothing can take away from me all that I have gained. Nothing. How good it is to be in my position, free and honest, no story to desperately keep together.

Somehow, I sense their fantasy is unravelling thus the desperate attempt to see me still as their scapegoat. Without me in the game, they are in danger of having to see themselves.