Thursday, December 25, 2008

Phew!

It's almost over. Just about 25 minutes left. tomorrow I can get back to normal. I still hate Xmas and am so glad it's done for another year. Last year was the best ever. Firstly because we were with people we like in Germany up until late Christmas Eve and we spent the best Xmas Day ever driving home to England. That was not at all like Christmas Day. It was like missing it altogether. So anyway, I am glad today is done. No matter how I try to feel otherwise, it just feels like a bad to me.

Shameless is restless still and her puppies are rather active - you can see them rolling and feel them easily. It could be another few days yet or it could be tomorrow. It is very doubtful that they will be bron tonight.

Micah is looking and smelling good as he had his bath today. Maybe Whitney will have hers tomorrow along with Nechung.

Lia and Jane called from Germany today just to make sure I knew what I was missing! No really I like to hear from them. They called me a week or so ago form Jane's home in Eindhoven, Holland and they used Jane's computer so I heard them both talking at the same time like a conference call which was fun.

I am having my brain fried right now. I am reading a book all about physics, especially quantum mechanics. I love it but can only read a bit at a time. What amazes me about this book is that maybe I am not crazy after all! Meaning that the weird things I think and have always thought are not so weird after all and I am not the only person who who thought about the same things. In fact rather well known scientific boffins not only thought about them but studied them and have THEORIES named after them. I am a bit taken aback by that. The stuff I pondered upon and the weird ideas I came up with and was laughed at for are in fact what made people like Bohm and Einstein and Hawkin famous! No I am not saying I am a genius like them. I am just saying I am glad to find out I am not weird for thinking my thoughts and that my thoughts are not 'out there' after all. Or at least if they are, I am in esteemed company.

Too late now, but I wonder what I could have done had I not believed the lie that I was stupid and bad.
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