alive

had few emails expressing concern. i am okay. not doing brilliantly but doing okay. i ma feeling mainly angry. had enough of being sick., this gut thing is either going to right itself or kill me. i wish it would do something, preferably just go away. I am fed up. have stopped taking all my meds. I ma sure my heart can cope without for a while. Something must be irritating my gut and I intend finding out what it is. i am down to eating steamed fish and steamed veggies and that is it. I am still swimming. I have dog show tomorrow and regardless of how I might feel, i am going.